I have been umming and ahhing over whether to write this post for some time now. Do I really want people to know about such a horrible condition I have? Most of the time it makes me feel dirty and smelly, when I am not! I came to the conclusion that most people that know me know about it anyway and for those that don’t it will explain why I don’t often wear vest tops, etc. in the summer and, if I do, why my armpits look such a mess! If I can help someone else who is suffering and maybe doesn’t know what it is then that would be great.
So what is Hidradentis Suppurativa (HS)? It is a painful, long-term skin condition that produces abscesses and consequently scarring to the skin, usually of the armpits, groin, buttocks and breasts, basically anywhere you can think of that is going to be (a) painful, (b) unsightly and (c) cause the most aggravation! Lumps can also form elsewhere, I have a recurring one on my neck which, thankfully has not come back for a while. Some poor people have them on their face and I am praying this never happens to me. At least on your body you can hide them with clothes, no matter how painful, I cannot imagine having pus leaking lumps on your face.
At the moment there is no known cause for HS but it has been linked to inflamed sweat glands and blocked hair follicles. It is estimated that around 1% of the population suffers, however, this could be more as it is quite an embarrassing condition to seek treatment for and therefore some people may not bother. It has been featured on Embarrassing Bodies on a couple of occasions.
HS ranges from mild to severe. At the moment, I am lucky and would say mine is more mild, however, from time to time it does flare up very badly and is incredibly painful. I can’t remember the last time I was completely symptom free!
The symptoms include red lumps, blackheads, cysts, scarring and channels in the skin which leak pus. Sometimes these lumps can become infected which cause an infection requiring treatment with antibiotics.
There are 3 distinct stages to the disease and, unfortunately, at present, no cure. These stages are as follows:
- Stage 1 – single or a few isolated abscesses without scarring or sinus tracts.
- Stage 2 – recurrent abscesses in more than one area and the beginning of the formation of sinus tracts.
- Stage 3 – widespread abscesses with many interconnected sinus tracts under the skin. There may be severe scarring and continuous leaking.
HS usually starts around the age of puberty, but it can appear at any age. It is less common for HS to occur before puberty or after the menopause, leading some experts to believe that hormones have some sort of influence on the disease. I am absolutely convinced my HS is hormone related. I only vaguely remember having light symptoms before I became pregnant with Little Mr A. Whilst I was pregnant all of the symptoms disappeared. As soon as I had had Little Mr A the symptoms came back worse than ever. I did seek medical assistance at this point but the only thing they would offer me were really strong antibiotics and I wasn’t allowed to get pregnant whilst on them or for 6 months to a year after finishing them as it could seriously affect a baby. At the time we were considering another child and therefore I put up with the symptoms. When I became pregnant with Little Miss A, again, my symptoms all but disappeared. Since giving birth this time, I have gone back on the pill and my symptoms do not seem to have come back so bad, however, around ‘that time of the month’ they do worsen. The Doctors never seemed convinced it was hormone related, however, I think all the evidence in my case strongly suggests hormones are to blame.
HS can run in the family and I really hope I have not passed this horrible disease onto either of my children I really do not want them to have to suffer with it.
It is said that smoking and being overweight can make HS worse so it is recommended that you lose weight and stop smoking to see if there is any improvement. I cannot say for definite that giving up smoking has helped mine, but, I have not started again since having Little Miss A and, as I said before, my symptoms are not too bad at the moment.
In the early stages, the disease may be controlled with medication, however, I was constantly on and off antibiotics in the early days and, whenever my course finished, the symptoms would return! Persistent and severe cases may require surgery. I was offered steroid injections into affected areas, however, I could not face having injections into my armpits, particularly when they were already painful from the lumps!
I have learnt to live with HS over the years. Yes it’s still painful and embarrassing and, no matter how hard I try, sometimes it does really get me down and I think ‘why me’? It is especially frustrating in the summer when I want to wear strappy tops. Somedays I cannot shave my armpits it is so painful and I just don’t feel comfortable having that on show! Even at home, if I wear a strappy top, Little Mr A now notices and will not come for a cuddle unless I put another top on to cover it up. That really hurts.
Whenever symptoms are really bad and I am feeling upset I do try and pull myself out of it. It is not a life threatening illness it is just frustrating and painful and I know things could be a lot worse.
I am not brave enough to put any pictures of my horrible skin on here, but, if you want to see what it looks like there are plenty of images if you search on Google!